Not looking forward to...

I'm not ready to face the reality of junior year

It's going to be very hard. Work work work every day with no breaks. I'm not going to have time to do what I want to do. It's just gonna be work work all the time with no breaks. I'm not looking forward to that.

I have to try and find a balence. A balance between school and fun stuff. But how?

My mom I think pushes me way too hard. I know that most of the time it is good to work hard. It's good to keep busy. But it's also important that I hae time to myself. She needs to understand that, and I think she does, most of the time.

Another part of why i'm upset is that this trip is no fun. It feels lke all I do is work work work. I know I know, Corin, I hear you inside my head. You're saying "Nathan, lif is not just abou kicking it on Facebook all day". And while I realize that's truw, sometimes I need time to do what I want to do.